I kissed him but I know that he’s not closing his eyes…
I slept with him but I can feel no passion
I was with him but his mind wanders
I hugged him but I felt cold
the things that made me so secure are all but gone
If he could turn his head he will see me still standing here waiting for him to go back…
I’m shouting….but he can’t hear me….
I let him go now that he’s with someone..I can feel his absence,, how I long for him….how I want to kiss him liked I never kissed him before
how I want to run in his arms and feel his warm and tight embrace
How I wish to spend the nights with him like it will never end
and
how I wish I could turn back the time when he thinks of no one but ME